Iâm twenty, Real Dad says we need to get to the Bug Jar early, before the bouncer starts watching the door.
âThere are stories about the people youâll meet tonight, stories,â he says. âSverg, one of the music writers for City , heâll be thereâstellar guy, says some really poignant, subversivethings. Sverg was telling me Squeezebeaglerâs guitarist, drunk one night, tried to go home and pass out in his apartment, but he woke up, and instead he was just in some ladyâs house!â
His forehead is getting a little sweaty, the way it does when he gets excited, like when heâs talking about Dexterâs Laboratory or Cookie Puss. So now, Iâm thinking this concert is totally going to be Holy Grail Point-worthy!
Because: Necro? Really bumming me out. Really riding the tip with me. I blew through a whole tank of gas driving past Applebeeâs to try to find him last night, past Gitsiâs, Media Play, the Wegmans parking lot, past Chad Rectorâs house on the off chance, the Spice Man Tower, and even the corner on Monroe where two guys, about to fight, kept yelling to each other: âThis ainât no pickupsticks!â
But as soon as me and Real Dad walk into the Bug Jar, which is my first time ever to the Bug Jar, my shoulder nerves hum. Look, already, at the dim lighting and the giant papier-mâché fly, about the size of a tote bag, attached to a blade of the ceiling fanâwith that alone, you and your flame-paintings can suck it, Necro. And even better, in the room next to the bar, Necro? A whole upside-down living room set, bolted to the ceiling. Recliner; books glued to the coffee table.
We take a seat in the one large booth in the corner. Real Dadâs picking the label off his beer bottle, looking at the door, one-wording it whenever I ask him something. He rubs some rash cream on his hands and puts the tube back in his pocket. People trickle in. This boulder-shaped guy with a white buzz cut and maroon boots walks in.
âThatâs Sverg,â Real Dad says. âHeâs crazy, that guy, crazylike wild boars. The storiesâhe fell out the back of the stage door into a snow bank one time, crazy.â
Real Dad gives me the One-Minute index finger and walks over to the guy.
âSverg!â Real Dad goes. âSvergie!â squeezing Svergâs shoulder. Then he says, in this hairy, over-tanned Long Island accent: âHow you doing today can I take ya aside for a drink and a hardcore mastibation session? Mastibation, mastibation, mastibation.â
Which I, at least, think is funnyâReal Dadâs accent. But look at how Sverg looks at Real Dad, eyelids getting heavier.
âRemember? Last month?â Real Dad says, eyes open wide, doglike and gentle. âThat guy, with the accent? Standing right behind you, talking through Arab on Radar? Some Twelfth Man in a Giants jacket?â
Svergâs chin drifts upward, voice reclined and half-asleep on the couch. âStandingââ
âForget it, forget it,â Real Dad says, waving his hands in front of his chest.
Sverg suddenly deadlocks eyes with Real Dad. âAre you accusing me of something?â
âNot at all, my friend,â Real Dad says, jamming his hands in his pockets, rocking back and forth. âJust looking forward to some live music.â
âWell, good to see you, okay?â Sverg says slowly, looking past Real Dad toward the room where the stage is.
Since I already hate this Sverg guy, I go and stand in the bathroom. Itâs dark but with high ceilings, overlapping band stickers of The Priests and Nerve Circus and Pengo crowdingthe sink mirror. When I walk out, I feel a hand on my shoulder, a hand that immediately feels like more success and heated driveways than Iâll ever have.
âNate?â the hand says.
I turn around. And, sweep the floors, change your shirt: Itâs Garrett Alfieri.
âNathan Gray,â