read without writing, weâll see how long I can make it last. I think Iâve earned it. With everything Iâve written, you know? Though if tomorrow I come up with a novel, how marvelous it would be! Really, with the practice I have, itâd be no problem to finish: Iâd sit in front of my computer and churn it out â¦Â but people can tell if you havenât really put your guts into something. Over there behind me all the technological devices are turned on, ready to join in on the action the day that happens. I would love to come up with an idea, but I donât feel the need to sit down and invent one. People should know that, if I publish anything else, it will be because itâs well worthwhile.
âYou know,â he adds, âI donât wake up scared in the middle of the night anymore, after dreaming about the deaths of the people from the stories my grandmother used to tell in Aracataca, when I was a little boy, and I think that these things are related, this and the fact that the ideas have stopped coming to me.â
His latest âideaâ to date was
Memories of My Melancholy Whores
, a short novel published in 2004 that millions of readers all over the world hope wonât be his last. âIt wasnât even planned,â he reveals now. âReally, it comes out of an earlier plan; Iâd imagined a series of stories like this one, all about prostitutes. A while back I wrote four or five stories, but the only one I liked in the end was the last; I realized that I couldnât get as much out of the idea as Iâd thought, that what Iâd really been working toward was that one story, and so I decided to throw out the first ones and publish the last on its own.â
Another project he was working on, a project that has since been stalled, was the story of a man doomed to die after writing his last sentence. âBut I thought: careful, it might happen to you â¦â
Gabo doesnât seem distressed by his creative drought, and instead views it with a carefree attitude thatâs very Caribbean. âMy life hasnât changed now that Iâve stopped writing, and thatâs for the better! The hours it used to fill havenât been commandeered by any harmful activities.â
The writer draws our attention to the large yellow doll we noticed when we first came in: âIt was hand-made in Mexico, a gift from Felipe González, * who comes around here a lot.â We then start to talk about his fascination with power, and the different politicians and ex-politicians that visit him. âAs a writer, Iâm interested in power, becausein it can be found all the greatness and misery of human existence.â
He mentions his friendship with Clinton. âHave you met? Heâs a wonderful guy! I never have such a good time as when Iâm with him. AIDS is what heâs really worried about these days, heâs sincerely shocked and disturbed by how little attention the authorities are paying to the alarming spread of the disease into new zones, especially the Caribbean. Theyâre not listening to him, but nobody knows more than he does about the issue.â
He takes us to see his home movie theater. âItâs very difficult for me to make it to the normal screenings, I spend hours and hours giving out autographs at the door. This way they send the films here; otherwise, they invite me to private screenings.â
His passion for the seventh art isnât new: when he was young, he even dreamed of being a director, a dream his son Rodrigo, a constant presence at prestigious film festivals like Cannes, Locarno, and San Sebastián, later fulfilled. Rodrigo, in addition to having directed episodes of
The Sopranos
and
Six Feet Under
, is responsible for the feature films
Things You Can Tell Just by Looking at Her, Ten Tiny Love Stories
, and
Nine Lives
. âItâs a good thing theyâre so excellent,â his