The Edge of Never by J. A. Redmerski

bus by himself.
    I manage to talk her into sitting with me. She’s hesitant at first, but apparently I’m charming enough. My mom always told me I was her charming middle-child. I guess she was right all along.
    We talk for a minute or two about why I’m going to Wyoming and why she’s going to Idaho. I’m still trying to figure her out, what it is about her that I can’t quite place, but at the same time trying to force myself not to be attracted to her because it’s like I just know she’s jailbait, or she’s going to lie about it.
    But she looks close to my age, younger than me, but we can’t be too far apart.
    Goddammit! Why am I even considering an attraction to her? My dad is dying right now as I sit here on the grass next to her. I shouldn’t be thinking about anything other than my dad and what I’m going to say to him if I do manage to get to Wyoming before he passes.
    “What’s your name?” I ask, setting my drink on the grass and trying to push thoughts of my dad’s death somewhere else in my mind.
    She thinks about it for a minute, probably wondering whether she should tell me the truth, or not. “Cam,” she finally answers.
    “Short for what?”
    “Camryn.”
    “I’m Andrew. Andrew Parrish.”
    She seems a little shy.
    “So, how old are you?” she asks and it completely surprises me. Maybe she’s not jailbait, after all, because underage girls, when they want to lie about their age, usually steer clear of this topic at all costs.
    I’m hopeful now that maybe she’s legal. Yeah, I really want her to be….
    “Twenty-five,” I say. “What about you?” I can’t breathe all of a sudden.
    “Twenty,” she says.
    I think about her answer for a moment, pursing my lips. I’m still not sure if she’s lying, but maybe after more time with her on this journey that seems to have brought us together, I will find out the truth eventually.
    “Well, it’s good to meet you, twenty-year-old Cam short for Camryn heading to Idaho to see her sister who just had a baby.”
    I smile. We talk for a few minutes more—eight minutes to be exact—about this and that and I screw with her head some more because that spunky mouth of hers deserves it.
    Actually, I think she likes it, the way I treat her. I can tell there’s an attraction. Though small, I sense it. And it can’t really be because of the way I look—hell, my breath probably smells like ass right now and I haven’t had a shower today—if it was because of looks, unlike most girls who are ever into me, she turned me down already. She didn’t want me sitting next to her on that bus. She wasn’t shy to tell me to turn my music down, with a snippy-ass attitude at that. She got pissed when I accused her of having Bieber Fever (it pisses me off that I even know what the fuck that means—I blame that on society) and I get the feeling that she would have no problem kicking me in the nuts if I touched her in an inappropriate way. Not that I would. Hell no. But it’s good to know that she’s the type.
    Hell yeah, I like this girl.
    We board the bus and I crawl back in my seat, letting my legs stretch out into the aisle and then I see her white tennis shoes poke out from her aisle seat and I smile at the thought that I’d been interesting enough for her to take ideas from. I check on her about twenty minutes later and just like I thought, she’s passed out cold.
    I turn the music back up and listen to it until I fall asleep, too, and wake up the next morning long before she does.
    She pops her head over the top of her seat and I smile and wave a finger at her.
    She’s even prettier in the daylight.
     

 
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    CAMRYN
     

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    “TEN MINUTES,” I SAY, “and we’re off this tin can.”
    Andrew grins and pulls his back away from the seat and goes to put his MP3 player away.
    I’m not exactly sure why I felt the need to tell him.
    “Did you sleep better?” he asks, zipping up his