smiled from over by the clothesline, where she was unpegging white sheets and dropping them into a basket.
Julie stared at her sister, amazed, angry, admiring. Libbyâs happy grin seemed to dim a little around the edges as she left the basket behind in the grass, billowing with what looked like captured clouds, and came toward her.
âMom!â Calvin yelled again, evidently thinking Julie hadnât noticed him. âLook! Iâm riding a horse! â
Julieâs smile felt brittle on her face, and slippery, barely holding on to her mouth. Be reasonable, she told herself. No need to panic.
âIsnât thatâwonderful,â she said.
Libby was at her side by then. âHeâs all right,â she said, very quietly, and with big-sister firmness. âGarrett wouldnât let anything happen to Calvin, and Tate and I were right here all the time.â
Julie swallowed, watched as Garrett took off his hat, plunked it down on Calvinâs head. The little boyâs face disappeared inside the crown, and his muffled laugh of delight was sweet anguish to Julie.
Her Calvin.
It hurt to love so much.
âI guess this rideâs over, pardner,â Garrett told Calvin, reclaiming the hat and settling it back on his own head. Allthe while, the manâs eyes never left Julieâs face, and even caught up in a tangle of conflicting emotions, she would have given a lot to know what Garrett McKettrick was thinking just then.
Keeping one arm around Calvinâs middle, Garrett swung his right leg over the horseâs neck and jumped easily to the ground. Set Calvin on his feet.
Giggling, the little boy staggered slightly and whooped, âWhoa!â
Garrett was still watching Julie.
She marched toward him, gave another rigid smile and reached down to grab Calvinâs hand.
âWe have dinner plans,â she said, and while she was looking back at Garrett, she was actually speaking to Calvin.
Wasnât she?
Calvin looked up at her. The sun lit his hair, and he shielded his eyes with one grubby little hand. âBut Tateâs going to barbecue,â he protested. âHot dogs and hamburgers and everything. â
âAnother time,â Julie said.
Calvin jerked his hand free of hers, and she felt stung, somewhere down deep. âBut I want to stay here!â
Garrett took off his hat again, held it in one hand as he crouched next to Calvin. âA cowboy always speaks respectfully to a lady,â he told the boy, âespecially when that lady is his mama.â
Calvinâs lower lip jutted out. âSheâs just mad because I got on a horse without permission,â he said. He turned to Julie again, his round little face and baby-blue eyes full of rebellion. âAunt Libby said I could ride with Garrett! And sheâs the boss of me when youâre not here!â
Inwardly, Julie sighed. Outwardly, she kept her cool.âWe can talk about this in the car, Calvin,â she said evenly. âGet your backpack, please. Right now.â
Furious, Calvin pounded off toward the house to retrieve his belongings.
Garrett rose back to his full height. For a moment, it seemed he was about to say something, but in the end he just turned, stuck a foot in the stirrup and mounted again. He rode up alongside Tate, and one of the twinsâAudrey, Julie thoughtâleaped from her dadâs horse to her uncleâs, whooping like a Comanche on the warpath.
Garrett and Tate turned their horses and rode down the gently sloping creek-bank to let the animals drink.
Which meant Julie and Libby were alone for the moment, with Calvin still inside the house.
âIf you didnât want Calvin to ride,â Libby said mildly, âyou should have told me.â
Julie realized sheâd been holding her last breath and let it out in a whoosh. âIâm sorry,â she said. âI was justâstartled.â
Libby raised one eyebrow, watching