Sheâs not too much for you?â David asked in a careful voice.
âIâm fine. Darlaâs wonderful. She goes out of her way to watch out for me,â Susannah told him. âSheâs always bringing me a cushion or a glass of water. She fusses too much. She shouldnât waste her attention on me.â
Heâd been packing items into a cooler, but he stopped and turned to study her, his brow furrowed.
âWaste?â He shook his head. âDarla loves you.â
âShe shouldnât.â
âWhy?â His eyes were wide with surprise.
âYou wouldnât understand,â she murmured, trying to think up some way to get out of this conversation.
âBecause you think Iâve had the perfect life?â His dark eyes flashed with intensity. âIâm a spoiled rich kid because I never went through foster care like you and Connie?â
âNo.â She did meet his stare. âI donât believe anyone has a perfect life. No one I know anyway.â
âThen?â He stood where he was, waiting, palms up, for some answer.
âLook, you had your life mapped out in front of you and you followed that map.â It frustrated her to have to put into words what hurt so deeply. âYou werenât like me. You didnât mess up over and over. Your choices were smart. Mine werenât.â
âBut you were a kid and that was ages ago,â he said. âYouâve changed.â
âHave I? I hope so. But the results of my stupid decisions live on,â she said, laying a hand over her stomach as if she could protect her baby. âTheyâre certainly not the decisions a mother wants to tell her child.â
âSusannah, thatâs ridiculous. Everyone makes mistakesââ
âYou didnât,â she said, daring him to contradict.
âIâm ready.â Darla stood in the doorway, her smile fading. âAre you arguing?â she asked, her voice worried.
âNo. Just discussing.â David touched her nose. âYou look very pretty,â he complimented.
âItâs the same color as Susannahâs shirt,â she said proudly. âWe both like pink.â
Susannahâs heart lifted, as it always did in the presence of this lovely girl. âConnie made this shirt. Sheâs decided she is going to sew me a whole new wardrobe and she wonât take no for an answer.â
âConnieâs like Davy.â Darla peeked through her lashes at her big brother. âHe doesnât take no, either.â
âHey! No dissing me.â He smiled at Susannah. âYou look very nice.â
âThank you.â She fought to keep from blushing again, but that didnât stop her heart from bouncing with pleasure at the compliment. How stupid was thatâto be glad a man who looked down on you thought you looked nice? Pregnancy was fooling with her brain.
âDarla, why donât you go put on your coat?â David said. When sheâd left, he turned to Susannah. âWould you like to come to the potluck with us?â he asked as he closed the lid on the cooler. âIâm sure the presentation will be worth seeing.â
âGo with you?â Susannah didnât understand for a moment. âOh, you mean to watch her? Sure, Iââ
âNo, thatâs okayâDarla will be fine. I meant would you like to come to the potluck supper and presentation with Darla and me.â He leaned back against the granite counter and waited, lips tilted up in a quirky smile.
Susannah debated. It might be okay for tonight, but later, when the baby was showing more, everyone would wonder. Maybe the speculation would ruin his business and then sheâd be responsibleâ¦but she was tired of hiding out at Connieâs or the mall.
âI didnât realize it was such a major decision,â he chuckled.
âI would like to go,â she said so fast her tongue