nodded.
âOh, honey â¦â Her motherâs face looked about to crumple. âYou bought your wedding dress!â
âPlease, Mom, donât.â Grace smiled bravely. âItâs all right. Maybe we can talk about it later. Iâm supposed to be resting my voice, so why donât you all tell me whatâs been happening around here while Iâve been gone?â
It took a false start or two to get the conversation going again, but the chatter finally picked up about jobs and politics and weather, until Marcus announced he wanted to quit piano lessons and play drums in the elementary school band next year.
âLike heck,â Mark muttered under his breath and everyone laughed. âYou boys go play video games or something until itâs time for dessert. Weâll call you.â It took only two seconds for them to disappear toward the den.
With the boys gone, all eyes turned back on Grace. âOkay.â She laid her cloth napkin on the table. âI need to keep this short, though. Still trying to get over this virus.â As simply as she could, she told them about Rogerâs phone call the night before her last concert, Samanthaâs motherâs heart attack, and coming home sick. She didnâtsay anything about the humiliating âpat downâ at the Memphis airport, not in front of her parents. Sheâd never been able to talk to them about sexual stuff. And ⦠some things were better left buried. âThen he showed up yesterday and took his ring back.â
Mark threw up his hands. âOf all the nerve! Heâs nuts!â
She shrugged. âHe said he couldnât handle the long separations when Iâm on tour, and he didnât like our relationship being so public. Not what he wants in a wife.â
Her mother reached across the table and touched her hand. âBut, honey, itâs not like youâd be doing that forever. I mean, youâre almost thirty. Once youâre married, youâll want to start a family, stay at home with the babiesââ
âNow, Margaret â¦â Her father gave a warning shake of his head.
Her mother looked surprised. âWell, wouldnât she?â
Grace shook her head. âI donât know, Mom. We never talked about it. Thatâs whatâs so weird. This seemed to come out of the blue. But then, late-night long-distance phone calls when Iâm on tour arenât exactly ideal for keeping up with each other. Somehow I missed the clues. But ⦠Roger was quite clear. The engagementâs off.â
Her brotherâs face was a thundercloud. âProbably has his eye on some other bimbo at that matchmaking factory out at County Line.â
Grace made a wry face. âWhat do you mean, some
other
bimbo, dear brother?â
Mark turned red. âOh, you know what I mean. How old is Roger ⦠thirty-two? And doesnât he teach some college-age Sunday school class? Mature single guy ⦠college girls on a manhunt ⦠recipe for disaster.â
Denise poked her husband. âI think you need to shut up, Mark.â
Grace felt the tears start. She picked up her napkin and dabbed her eyes. âYes, please. Donât start any gossip about Roger. I donât know what happened. Right now, you guys just need to understand that itâs over. And Iâm so glad youâre my family. Iââ It was no use. The tears spilled over. Her shoulders shook.
âOh, sweetheart.â Her father moved over to the seat vacated by Luke and wrapped his arms around her. She sobbed on his shoulder.âItâs okay, itâs going to be all right. Youâll always be our Golden Girl. Go ahead and cry.â
Golden Girl â¦
Her fatherâs words made her cry even harder. Not so golden. Not if they knew. But held against her fatherâs chest, Graceâs sobs gradually eased as the others quietly started to clear the table. Grace heard her