known he was capable of killing her.
I felt like I was close to some revelation, but couldnât quite clear that final hurdle. I tried to sleep, thinking my mind could sort itself out on its own. But it didnât work. I couldnât get still. Couldnât stop thinking.
Everything came back to what Daniel Robertson had done. The thing that got him fired from the club had been what killed him. What fucked up his brotherâs life. What killed Kat, the woman who had claimed she loved him.
There were answers to all my questions. But I feared they were in the grave.
Chapter 16
At eight oâclock, I awoke to hear my mobile ringing on the bedside table through in the other room. Rolling off the sofa and struggling to my feet, I found Iâd fallen asleep the wrong way. My muscles were stiff. The only movements I could coax from them were tentative and uncertain.
Nevertheless, I limped through to the bedroom and took the call.
âI want to talk to you,â Robertson said.
âAbout the report?â
âFace to face. I think I know who killed that woman.â
âYou should call the police,â I said, deferring to common sense. âTalk to DI Lindsay. Heâll be able to ââ
âI canât⦠I⦠Christ, McNee, I donât know if I can talk to the police.â He sounded ready to break down in tears. Maybe he already had.
I took a deep breath, thought about what had happened to Kat. The fear in Robertsonâs voice wastransparent. I said, âOkay, weâll talk,â and named a café where we could meet.
He hung up without saying goodbye.
I wasnât going back on my word if I talked to him. At the very least I could tell him what Susan had told me. His problems couldnât be solved by private parties. The police werenât out to crucify him, they were out to find the truth.
And I could do nothing else to help him.
My part was over. I wasnât going to get involved.
And I wondered if, like me, heâd find my resolution hollow.
The Washington Café on Union Street was small, with green, vinyl-covered pews and plastic tables. It shouldnât have survived past 1950 and as such felt homely and welcoming. Like a time capsule. It was comforting to think that among all the changes that had occurred in the city centre, some places just kept on going.
Robertson had slipped behind a table at the rear. I ordered a black coffee for myself. The wee woman behind the till told me sheâd bring it over.
I sat opposite Robertson, who sipped from a mug of milky-white tea. His eyes were supported by bags. I knew how he felt.
His hands shook, in danger of letting his cup slip from between his fingers. I could smell the whisky on his breath.
âYou didnât sound good on the phone,â I said.
âI had no reason to sound good.â
âYouâve been holding back since our first consultation. Thereâs something else going on.â
âNo. Nothing else.â I would have believed him except his eyes were focused on the plastic table top and his voice trembled despite his best efforts at composure.
âIf you know somethingâ¦â
âLast night I got a phone call.â He looked up at me again. Bloodshot eyes made him look like heâd drunk enough booze to re-float the
Titanic
. âA Cockney accent, you know, like that bloody
EastEnders
shite.â He sipped from his cup, winced. Then blew on the hot liquid to cool it down. âAsking about my brother.â
âYou mean his suicide?â
âNo. This⦠this bastardâ¦told me my brother had stolen something.â
âLike what?â
âLike money. I donât know how much,â Robertson said, and I thought he was a little too quick with that information. âHe just said money. That was all. He said I knew where it was.â
âYou donât know what he was talking about?â
âThe first time I saw my