harmless. Heâs got a wife, a kidââ
âYes, probably he is.â But she crossed her arms over her breasts and cupped her elbows in her palms, a characteristic gesture of nervousness with her.
âLook,â he said. âIâll run your Pinto up there this Saturday and leave it if I have to, okay? More likely heâll be able to get right to it. Iâll have a couple of beers with him and pat his dog. You remember that Saint Bernard?â
Donna grinned. âI even remember his name. He practically knocked Tad over licking him. You remember?â
Vic nodded. âThe rest of the afternoon Tad goes around after him saying âCooojo . . . heere, Cooojo. âââ
They laughed together.
âI feel so damn stupid sometimes,â Donna said. âIf I could use a standard shift, I could just run the Jag while youâre gone.â
âYouâre just as well off. The Jagâs eccentric. You gotta talk to it.â He slammed the hood of the Pinto back down.
âOoooh, you DUMMY!â she moaned. âYour iced tea glass was in there!â
And he looked so comically surprised that she went off into gales of laughter. After a minute he joined her. Finally it got so bad that they had to hang on to each other like a couple of drunks. Tad came back around the house to see whatwas going on, his eyes round. At last, convinced that they were mostly all right in spite of the nutty way they were acting, he joined them. This was about the same time that Steve Kemp mailed his letter less than two miles away.
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Later, as dusk settled down and the heat slacked off a little and the first fireflies started to stitch seams in the air across the back yard, Vic pushed his son on the swing.
âHigher, Daddy! Higher!â
âIf you go any higher, youâre gonna loop the loop, kid.â
âGimme under, then, Dad! Gimme under!â
Vic gave Tad a huge push, propelling the swing toward a sky where the first stars were just beginning to appear, and ran all the way under the swing. Tad screamed joyfully, his head tilted back, his hair blowing.
âThay was good, Daddy! Gimme under again!â
Vic gave his son under again, from the front this time, and Tad went soaring into the still, hot night. Aunt Evvie Chalmers lived close by, and Tadâs shouts of terrified glee were the last sounds she heard as she died; her heart gave out, one of its paper-thin walls breaching suddenly (and almost painlessly) as she sat in her kitchen chair, a cup of coffee by one hand and a straight-eight Herbert Tareyton by the other; she leaned back and her vision darkened and somewhere she heard a child crying, and for a moment it seemed that the cries were joyful, but as she went out, suddenly propelled as if by a hard but not unkind push from behind, it seemed to her that the child was screaming in fear, in agony; then she was gone, and her niece Abby would find her the following day, her coffee as cold as she was, her cigarette a perfect and delicate tube of ash, her lower plate protruding from her wrinkled mouth like a slot filled with teeth.
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Just before Tadâs bedtime, he and Vic sat on the back stoop. Vic had beer. Tad had milk.
âDaddy?â
âWhat?â
âI wish you didnât have to go away next week.â
âIâll be back.â
âYeah, butââ
Tad was looking down, struggling with tears. Vic put a hand on his neck.
âBut what, big guy?â
âWhoâs gonna say the words that keep the monster out of the closet? Mommy doesnât know them! Only you know them!â
Now the tears spilled over and ran down Tadâs face.
âIs that all?â Vic asked.
The Monster Words (Vic had originally dubbed them the Monster Catechism, but Tad had trouble with that word, so it had been shortened) had come about in late spring, when Tad